Keeping time and an open mind.

fuck well i have nothing to do, i already finished the 2 books that i checked out on friday. “it’s like you lost a friend, huh?” THE FUCK, TOO MUCH TUMBLR, GIRL. hahahaha. anyway, my sister had an audition yesterday or whatever and the girl in front of me looked like ashley and her bf i guess kinda looked like kendall [ashley’s bf] im not really sure how he looks like but i know he’s flip. but yea, i was hoping it wasnt ash cause the audition sucked and i was laughing the whole time.

well things have been sucking ever since me and you broke it off, well i broke it off. i didnt bullshit you, but you didnt really believe me. even though, it’s sucking right now, i know it’s for the best cause the truth is, you dont deserve me. i gave you my fucking best, i was never fucked up to you or mean to you when we fought. i was always the one who said sorry even if it wasnt my fault. you had me at my BESTEST but it was whatever to you. you never showed you cared, you never randomly texted me once saying “i miss you”. your never positive when it came to yourself, and when i thought, before you can love someone, you have to learn how to love yourself first. i guess. i havent wrote on this shit for a long time so now i am.